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drugs, decadence and dumb sh!t at the turn of the century

by rebecca jean-louis

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CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX

2004- Switcheroo

Once I made sure I had the right product, I let Jake get busy on the lines.

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CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE

2004- Boca Bound

“Sometimes it be your own people,” Simone remarked.

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CHAPTER EIGHTY

2004- Rehab

The Hatha yoga classes were pretty bomb.

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE

2004- The Big Two-Seven

“No matter what you've done in your life up to this point, this is where you were supposed to be.”

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO

2004- Intensive

It was the first time in maybe ever that I felt 100% safe expressing myself in a group setting.

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE

2004- Patterns & Signs

I left every session with my head spinning, but also feeling like my insides had been steam cleaned. 

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR

2004- Minutiae

Rikers didn’t have hot stone massages and a plunge pool, so I guess rehab was the better option.

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE

2004- Silos & Compartments

It took Jake Fuckin’ Shinman to blow the whole thing up and get me to where I was meant to be.

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX

2004- 27

“What is the significance of the age twenty-seven?”

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CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN

2004- Nexile

It was nerve-wracking to think that I’d be going back to NY and starting over, in virtual exile, yet again. 

How many times can one person start over?

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